hey my loves.
how is everyone? im LAZY and havnt been on here in, litterally, AGES...
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oww.... x___x

BUT SCHOOL ENDED TODAY
IM A SOPHOMORE.
NOOOO.
BUT IM IN PSYCHOLOGY NEXT YEAR.
YAAAAAAY.
AND I THINK I GOT A D IN GEOMETRY.
NOOOOOOO.
Im insane.
...yaaaay.

in other news, jac got herself a facebook :0
add me if you have it / if you wanna
[link]

and seriously. im gonna post my new story on here. no seriously. someone yell at me and tell me to post it, otherwise im gonna forget in like 12 seconds. or less. XD;;;

but first things first. i must sleep. cause sleep is cool. and its 12:40 and ive been waking up at 50 5 days a week for the paaaast what, 10 months? 9 months?
sleep. yes. okay.

i love you all. XD

~Jac


Currently [as in have been LATELY] working on:
+ several short stories
+ several oneshot shot story things
+ english paper
+ french project
+ pretending to do something productive

OH GOD YOU GUYS
IM HERE
I AM EFFING HERE.
WHERE HAVE I BEEN?
...
HERE.
IVE BEEN SOOO LAZY LIKE WHOA.
GOD
IM SORRY
IM NOT DEAD
OR DYING
OR ANYTHING.
X_____X

I havent posted anything since... D-December...? And my journal since January...? JESUS D8<
Life has been kinda sorta stressful lately, a lot of my friends WHINING and basic life stuff. Ive been alive and breathing though XD
Ive been working on writing a bunch too. Ill probably post some of the little things I wrote..
and mrs thompson, library lady that owns my soul and is currently editing my book, has been lookin at a bunch of my other stuff too o_o! editing it and suggesting things and stuff... its kinda cool actually, but nervwracking at the same time to have someone pick apart all of my things XD
shes not done editing BOMD yet, but shes working on it and in love with it... good sign XD
plus the giant binder with the book in it has been rapidly being passed around by my friends, most people finishing all 200 pages in like 2 days 0_o...

AND NOW ITS SPRING BREAK >8DDDDDDDDD
WOOOOO.
A WEEK OF SLEEP. XDD

And i started playing kingdom hearts 2 again. i never got past the Roxas part without putting it down and getting board. I just beat demyx... its been like 3 days. xD;

and ive also been very lazy o_o [616 Deviations, 533 Messages]
so i got some things to do;;; XDD

love you all, guys! hope youre all doing well. :3

~Jac


Currently [as in have been LATELY] working on:
+ several short stories
+ several oneshot shot story things
+ english paper
+ french project
+ pretending to do something productive

Heeeeeey, people. XD I havent journaled in a while o_o;
And no i didnt get that MP3 yet... working on it. X_x;
Anyway.

I've gotten some more watchers since this all developed. o_o; As some of you may be able to remember, last....spring...ish... I was diagnosed with juvenile rheumatoid arthritis. in short, my left knee is swollen with fluid and it hurts to put pressure on it and my right one is starting to develope it too, i think. Half the year last year i was out of gym and i was good for a few months this year, but it came back. x_x;
The doctor put me on 6 pills a day [okay well 5 plus one is a vitamin that helps all the stuff the pills take away, like appetite and my immune system with is friggen CRAP right now xD;;] and recently put me on a weekly injection. i gotta give myself a needle in my leg once a week, but i make my mom do it cause im scared. x__x;;
but anyway, the first week we did it, there wasnt really a lot of blood. second week, a little more, third week, more, and last night when the needle came out, a whole bunch of blood came with it and i FREAKED OUT. x___x;;
apparently a side effect to this medication is BLOOD THINNING. O___o;;
meaning it takes longer to stop bleeding when i get cut or something. x___x;;;; it also makes me able to bruise easy. i ran into a table [cause im awesome like that. awesome people run into tables. totally.] and i got a purple bruise the size of my fist that took like a week to go away. x___x;;;

JRA also makes the... pressure i think... go up in your eyes... something like that. I got glasses now because my eyesight was going kinda fuzzy.

plus it says im sensitive to sun now. pffffft. i didnt go in the sun before. XD

Ugh.. I know i dont have any right to complain, because other people are worse off than me, but still. im kinda scared about all this. x__x;

Why am i saying all of this?
I have no idea. XD;
It's just kinda scary to think about all this...
I mean, I wouldn't wish this pain on a n y o n e. ._.


ON A BETTER LIGHTER HAPPIER NOTE.
SPEAKING OF SCARED.
Mrs. Thompson, the library lady that's trying to get me published, she and her editor lady are reading it. I went to give her the ending of it [BY THE WAY, HOW DID YOU GUYS LIKE THE ENDING? 8D;;;] and she told me that she really liked it so far and editing was a long... long...... LONG... process. It would take about a month [meaning like early febuary] and then they would give it back to me, i would fix it, and give it back to them, they would reread it to make sure its awesome, then SEND IT PLACES OWO.
IM EXCITED. XD
and kinda scared at teh same time o__o;; i know its all part of the process, but im kinda nervous to see my work come back to me covered in red ink. x__x;;
BUT im still excited. XD;


AND!
i started a new story.
Like... 3 days after i finished The Boy of My Dreams. XD

Heres the opening thingy [like what would be onthe back of the book] ... doesnt really do the story justice. xD;
it doesnt have a name yet though x__x;;



{ Currently Untitled Story }


His name was Lucas and I loved him.
No. . . I love him.
He may no longer be alive, but even so, I love him.

I remember my tears mixing with the blood that was seeping from the bullet hole in his forehead.
My screaming sobs.
His labored breathing.
And the gentle laughter of a man with a gun.

Almost 21 hours and the ‘I do’s would have been stated, proud, true, and forever.
256 minutes. 256 simple minutes and my life would have been complete.
Then the gunshot rang out.
And his mocking voice after it.
“Bang.”




Two hundred-fifty six minutes.
Oh, this wasn’t fair.






I like it so far.
Because in this one? I'm not afraid to kill people. XDD


i just keep talking, dont i? o_o XD;
plus today was snow day! 8D
well... cold day. because with windchill its -40 X_______X;;;;;;


I SHALL LEAVE YOU TO YOUR LIVES NOW.
JAC NEEDS TO GO READ 50 PAGES IN ABOUT AN HOUR AND WRITE A REPORT ON IT. MEH.

~Jac


Currently [as in have been LATELY] working on:
+ Currently Untitled story. XD; ITS GOT ASSASSINS. 8D
+ Finishing book for book report due TOMORROW. LULZ im not even done with the book. x____x;;

Hey, my loves. :3

JAC HAS A QUESTION.

SHE WANTS AN MP3 PLAYER.
A RELIABLE MP3 PLAYER.

k. i got money saved up. woot.
and my last mp3 player has a shattered screen [THANK YOU MY HUGE ASS T____T;;;;]
soooo i want a new one.


What MP3 do you use? Does it work well?

I've been lookin at the iPod nano. It looks pretty. owo. i love the blue 8 gig :3
anyone have that? the one that you shake and it shuffles? [link]

Is it worth $150 dollars? D:
does it freeze a lot?
How's iTunes, by the way? x_x;; i dont have itunes... i mooch off my friends and use windows media player...
speaking of, do files transfer well from WMP to said apple device? XD

what about the zune? anyone got that? Zen? Something under 200 bucks that works?

I'm a n00b with MP3's... *LlamaDrama knows... they tend not to like me... XD


ANYWHO. PLEASE GIMME YOUR INPUT. D:
IPOD NANO YES/NO? WHAT DO //YOU// USE?
gaaaah x___x;;

~Jac


Currently [as in have been LATELY] working on:
+ collab with =tayness1234 [long fiction is long |D]
+ "The Boy of My Dreams" IS FINISHED.
= posting it
= editing it

ITS CHIRSTMAS.
YAAAAY. XD
well....
6 hours and 20 minutes
IT CHRISTMAS. XD

do you guys open a present on christmas eve? we do. XD
i got the second Deathnote dvd >w<
and i damn near peed myself at one part o_o

"LOL WTF MY HOUSE IS BUGGED. FINE. ILL PRETEND TO DO HOMEWORK."
small tv in bag of chips wtf.

and. i KID YOU NOT. THESE WERE ACCTUAL WORDS:
"I SHALL WRITE EQUATIONS WITH MY RIGHT HAND... AND NAMES WITH MY LEFT! I will take a potato chip.... AND EAT IT >8D"
*LlamaDrama was on the phone with me when i heard it.
we both had heart attacks.
XDDDD

k. ill stop talking now. XD
I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE AN AWESOME CHRISTMAS~!!! ^_^


AND EFFING LOOK AT THIIIIIS XDDDD
[link]

~Jac


Currently [as in have been LATELY] working on:
+ collab with =tayness1234 [long fiction is long |D]
+ "The Boy of My Dreams" IS FINISHED.
= posting it
= editing it